A Day In The Life

I come before you unworthy
I come before you unclean
I come before you and cry at your feet
Because you still love me

I don’t know how I deserve this
I’ve messed up too many times
Still you choose to use me
To help hearts just like mine

8/1/03

I met you just the other day
We had a great time then you went away
But now that you’re gone
I’m thinking about you

I say the way you looked at me
Do you really like me?  It just can’t be
As time goes on
I’m thinking about you

Then I think can it be real?
Can it be true?
Am I in love with you?
I can’t believe it
It just can’t be
All I see is you and me

It’s been two weeks since I’ve seen your face
I can’t believe that I’m in this place
I’m all alone
I’m thinking about you

I’m gonna call and talk to you
I wanna hear the words I love you
Pickin up the phone
I’m thinking about you

7/25/03

I’m tired of always going out
and just being one of the guys.
I don’t want to hear about you
trying to find a girl
’cause here I am.
And I don’t want to be one of the guys no more.
I don’t care to be one of the guys.
I don’t want to be one of the guys no more.
I just want to be yours,
I want to be yours.

What am I doing wrong?
Every single guy I have liked has rejected me.
They don’t like me like that
’cause I’m just one of the guys!
Well screw them!
‘Cause I don’t want to be one of the guys no more.
I don’t care to be one of the guys.
I don’t want to be one of the guys no more.
I just want to be yours.
I want to be yours.

2/26/03

I lie in bed not able to sleep
The thoughts of death enter my mind.
Will this be the last breath I take?

I close my eyes and pray to God
I pray that he will help me through
This cold and lonely night.

I can’t stand the pain no more
The tears stream from the fright
This cold and lonely night.

I don’t know what to do
I can’t stand this pain.
The tears stream from my eyes
I just want to end the pain
So I pray….

Dear God, please help me
Dear God, take the pain